I bet no one reads this lbog anymore

so i dont' care

i just want to let out my sadness somewhere.

Everytime i get upset

i used to think that i'l live through it i cna make new friends wit the same old me i'm not totally hated

i stil think that there may be ppl who liek me for who i am

bt i can't help but be totaly upset

S told me yesterda all i did was make her feel stupid

and up till todya i can't help but think that she's right

i feel so bad for doing that ot her.

i hate myself

not as if it matters to her

She has her own friends now

who lvoe her and support her

and i'm all alone.

i sitll do have some friends.

but am i goin to stick to those friends foreveR?

More and more ppl are loving her

And i'm not changing at all.

i don't know what i'm writing actually

i don't think it makes sense

but wth.

soemtimes i relaly wonder why i'm still alive.